Laser reflection from green pointer on suspended slowly moving bubblewrap #experiment #light #green
me trying to be physically close to anyone ever
People inspire you, or they drain you — pick them wisely.
Seems like I can either take less bipolar meds and overreact to stuff and be hypersensitive and alienate some really interesting cool friends, or I can take more bipolar meds and be numb to the world and barely able to remember anything anyone tells me or who people are.. there doesn’t seem to be a middle ground on this. fuck
I want to believe it gets better. I learnt all I could from a shit life.. there’s nothing exciting about living on this edge.. just the endless grinding monotony of failing mental health.